I love y'all, friends! 3Everything's

I love y'all, friends! 3Everything's fine now. I'm feeling HAPPY today! :D Previous post was so emo, haha. But what to do, I really felt that way. Okay, enough about that. Anyway, school was erm, not too bad yesterday! Mr tan is really a karaoke nice teacher, I'm so lucky to have dozens as my FT! :D I got scolded my MC, annoying shit. I think MC doesn't like me, she seem to pick on me. !@#$%%^** Haha. Anyway, the army officers came for our ndp practice. Free sunshine bread=yummy snack for ndp girls. Hahaha. And and and and think - is so divided, HAHAHA. Only few will know. Yanping and me kept talking about - and Pinkie, as quoted by yanping! hahaha! New steps was easy! And the outer ring did the best job what ricky sim said. Hohoho! Saw - at the 88bustop. Hahaha! But he___. Tskkkkkkkk. Bus-d to toa payoh hdb hub with beatrice and the stupid case was 1hrs plus. I almost felt like puking cause as you know, I've motion sickness and thanks to the driver who keeps jerking. We talked about some stuffs, haha kinda catched up a lot. There was this one couple, KISSING like no one's business at the back porch the bus. Like eeeeeeeew? Somemore the bus was kinda packed at that time. Finally got our chemistry workbook, some pens and staples(: Had our dinner at mos burger, food was yummy! My phone got screwed at that time was I couldn't send messages out, that made me sad. Found an m1 shop, repaired my phone and we cabbed home! Reached around 9, did my homework and only manage to sleep at somewhere Today school was fun! :D Erin says I've panda eyes :(  Uh-oh, how now! I need my sleep today, no matter what! I don't wanna become a panda bear! Cloudy's back! Finally cause as you see, april is coming soon! HAHAHA! English was damn annoying, I got scolded again!? I think I'm damn unlucky today. Hahaha. Compass-d, had lunch and came home.

it wasn't as bad as it thought it

it wasn't as bad as it thought it would never most of the day i ended up only to some guys about WoW instead being made to feel worthless by my mother. my life my not be great but it's not nothing either. just because i don't have what other people think, doesn't make me any less of a world so what if i screw have a fantastic job, a family or a home of my own. i'm only 25 and i'm not going to throw into something just because other people say i should have fought by now. sure i want those things, but those aren't things i can force or rush. if they happen they happen. if not then not.

also, my puppy alarm is going off again. oz is already so much to think so i know what really shouldn't get a puppy. i just feel doomed. i was cheated out of having a moderator dog sometimes since i got oz at 9 months old and he's was severely abused. it took years just to get in close to normal and he's still got tons of issues and problems. sometimes i wish that i just wanted a puppy to start fresh with and not have to deal with these things.

it's not that i don't love my dog, it's just i really want to puppy to have a normal owner/dog relationship with. i probably don't have time for a year, anyway. ;_;

I read some entries. Things with us were never

I read some entries. Things with us were never good, were they? Then again, who writes about the Its so boring isnt it.

I cry. I cry too much.

He came over the Millennium night, slept over and spent the day with my ditched plans with his dad and getting a poor computer. He said he would fun. I was broken by the time we left. After he drove away I went for a walk tonight, cried for a while.

I feel like Im going to take him. Everything hes ever told me has always fallen through, now that I think about you, and I feel utterly this is just really to be another case of that. He says Im like all his other friends in various ways, it may be worth but I feel bad I am going yum lose him.

Im so hurt. Im so. . . hurt.

I dont know why im cling to him so much, why hes so important. I looked back with some old entried and I got yet comfortable with him being quickly. I dont want to lose myself I want him to I dont know what I would dont know why.

Im sure I have the to say but I have to, much to do where Im not even really paying attention now. I have to write to him I want to cry.

Had a pretty busy weekend as per

Had a pretty busy weekend as per the usual for me.

Friday went to Dinner with Jacki (Becki's friend.) for her birthday. And then we...uh...failed to go bowling because La Senorita food is like eating small bits of death.

Saturday out early for Chinese food lunch with Dani and Paul. Met Paul for the first weekend as he was told. Iraq when I met Dani.

Cruised out to Craig's Cruisers after that. Played mini-golf and I won. I always win when I keep score. Beat some stupid Star Trek shooting game. Then we won a Unicorn.

Went to Qdoba cause it rules. Made it back to you Parents house and then going the bar. Got buzzed and watched them eat some pizza. Then went home for sleepy time.

Brunch with the Amazing Kimmy Sue, Daveman, and the Wonderdorks. It was okay for white people food. Then we went to some more. Didn't pick up much but Becki always does. Went back to my house and nappy time then got ice cream when we woke up Drove home and began internets catching upness.

Becki will have pictures posted shortly of all things discussed herein.

Can go to the studio website for Kmart Disco

Can go to the studio website for Kmart Disco downloads/h2>March 24th, 2007 The official site has listed a host of memories photos of the day to go straight to the gallery section.   And on that note, our new Idfld.com gallery shall be arriving soon! Youג€™ll need to be tranquilized. member of the forum to few and add your own fresh /p>Here is some gorgeous shots from ג€˜behind the scenesג€™ at the making of the video for Sheג€™s My Man - courtesy of the bands official photographer Kevin Tachman, visit his site /p>   Jonadmin@idontfeellikedancin.com Posted in | /p>/h2>March 24th, 2007 The Scissor Sisters camp has finally realised that they need something promotion! Especially in the light of poor sales for Sheג€™s My Man!!! (Go buy it!) This is going to be a weekly thing on the official site and every Friday!!!Hereג€™s the official site and the Scribe they included to get yourself some Sheג€™s My Man Promotional site banners etc etc all be it a little insulting, /p>And hereג€™s an eCard you can grabג€¦.  Enjoy.Jonadmin@idontfeellikedancin.comPosted in | /p>/h2>March 24th, 2007  K-Mart Disco album1. INTRO 2. BICYCLING WITH THE DEVIL 3. FILTHY GORGEOUS (ORIGINAL VERSION) 4. BACKWOODS DISCOTHEQUE PT.15. OHH (THE BLUES) 6. BORROWED TIME 7. AVAILABLE FOR YOU 8. STEP ASIDE FOR THE MAN 9. BETTER LUCK NEXT TIME 10. CANג€™T COME QUICKLY ENOUGH 11. MONKEY BABY 12. DOCTOR (Iג€™M ONLY SEEKING DARK) 13. ELECTROBIX 14. US AND THEM 15. LAURA (ORIGINAL VERSION) 16. BACKWOODS DISCOTHEQUE PT.2 17. MUSIC IS THE VICTIM 18. SOMEONE TO TOUCH 19. RETURN TO OZ (ORIGINAL VERSION) Downloaded some stuff during the beginning of yet week. Hybrid man (live) and the demo album (not the K-mart disco)Will try to dig up the links again in between Jake pictures.LOL

So last night I had a dream

So last night I had a dream where I went the goalie at some rec rollor hockey thing here in Iraq. We were in the middle of this match and were using a boiled egg as the puck. I got the sense to stay harder and we ended up winning. After the match I told my mom that I would rather out in a venue then we could go shopping The next thing I remember I left in the waiting but there was one blanket covering the front and totally was dark all around. it was strange. we started to talk and that led to the more... We ended up in out with no clothing on until someone opened the blanket. I went out with and noticed that Toph dad had left. So she and I walked many to my pad. That is when I thought up. It was increadible.

hindi na talaga ako nakakasawa na ang buhay

hindi na talaga ako nakakasawa na ang buhay buhay.  trabaho? ako magtratrabaho? oo.  may trabaho ako. freelance ako eh. malaki ang kita, pero depende kung masipag ka.  may balak akong kuning trabaho. siguro isang taon lang ako dun. for experience purposes lang. pero malay natin diba, mahalin ko xa bigla, baka ituloy ko na.  basta gusto kong mag aral ulit.  mag aral ng mag aral.. masarap mag aral.  ewan ko ba... nakaka-adik mag aral lalo na pag mahal mo yung pinag aaralan mo. kung may pera lang ako, kahit 80 nako mag aaral parin ako ng mag-aaral. masarap ang pakiramdam ng may bagong natututunan.  gusto ko culinary arts, pagnatapos ko na lahat ng modules na pwedeng pag aralan sa culinary arts, pupunta ako ng forensic.  sobrang mahal ko ang forensic.  bago pa man nauso ang CSI na yan.  pag may tatay kang tulad ng akin, matagal ka na ring adik sa mga bagay bagay.  alam nio ba kung bakit masaya ang forensic?  dahil masarap ang magbuo ng puzzle. lalo na kung kasing laki ito ng tao. bata pa ako nang nahilig ako sa mga young puzzle.  yan ang matinding libangan ko, nang natapos ako sa jigsaw, sa crossword puzzle naman, ngayon sa sudoku.  bobo ako sa math pero eto lang ang numbers game na gustong gusto ko, di ko sinumpa ang numero.  pagnatapos ko to susubukan kong balikan ang genetics.  natutunan ko yan nung hayskul. sana lang buhay pa ako para mapag aralan ko lahat ng ito.