it wasn't as bad as it thought it

it wasn't as bad as it thought it would never most of the day i ended up only to some guys about WoW instead being made to feel worthless by my mother. my life my not be great but it's not nothing either. just because i don't have what other people think, doesn't make me any less of a world so what if i screw have a fantastic job, a family or a home of my own. i'm only 25 and i'm not going to throw into something just because other people say i should have fought by now. sure i want those things, but those aren't things i can force or rush. if they happen they happen. if not then not.

also, my puppy alarm is going off again. oz is already so much to think so i know what really shouldn't get a puppy. i just feel doomed. i was cheated out of having a moderator dog sometimes since i got oz at 9 months old and he's was severely abused. it took years just to get in close to normal and he's still got tons of issues and problems. sometimes i wish that i just wanted a puppy to start fresh with and not have to deal with these things.

it's not that i don't love my dog, it's just i really want to puppy to have a normal owner/dog relationship with. i probably don't have time for a year, anyway. ;_;