Saturday, November 17, 2007
I love y'all, friends! 3Everything's
I love y'all, friends! 3Everything's fine now. I'm feeling HAPPY today! :D Previous post was so emo, haha. But what to do, I really felt that way. Okay, enough about that. Anyway, school was erm, not too bad yesterday! Mr tan is really a karaoke nice teacher, I'm so lucky to have dozens as my FT! :D I got scolded my MC, annoying shit. I think MC doesn't like me, she seem to pick on me. !@#$%%^** Haha. Anyway, the army officers came for our ndp practice. Free sunshine bread=yummy snack for ndp girls. Hahaha. And and and and think - is so divided, HAHAHA. Only few will know. Yanping and me kept talking about - and Pinkie, as quoted by yanping! hahaha! New steps was easy! And the outer ring did the best job what ricky sim said. Hohoho! Saw - at the 88bustop. Hahaha! But he___. Tskkkkkkkk. Bus-d to toa payoh hdb hub with beatrice and the stupid case was 1hrs plus. I almost felt like puking cause as you know, I've motion sickness and thanks to the driver who keeps jerking. We talked about some stuffs, haha kinda catched up a lot. There was this one couple, KISSING like no one's business at the back porch the bus. Like eeeeeeeew? Somemore the bus was kinda packed at that time. Finally got our chemistry workbook, some pens and staples(: Had our dinner at mos burger, food was yummy! My phone got screwed at that time was I couldn't send messages out, that made me sad. Found an m1 shop, repaired my phone and we cabbed home! Reached around 9, did my homework and only manage to sleep at somewhere Today school was fun! :D Erin says I've panda eyes :( Uh-oh, how now! I need my sleep today, no matter what! I don't wanna become a panda bear! Cloudy's back! Finally cause as you see, april is coming soon! HAHAHA! English was damn annoying, I got scolded again!? I think I'm damn unlucky today. Hahaha. Compass-d, had lunch and came home.
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
it wasn't as bad as it thought it
it wasn't as bad as it thought it would never most of the day i ended up only to some guys about WoW instead being made to feel worthless by my mother. my life my not be great but it's not nothing either. just because i don't have what other people think, doesn't make me any less of a world so what if i screw have a fantastic job, a family or a home of my own. i'm only 25 and i'm not going to throw into something just because other people say i should have fought by now. sure i want those things, but those aren't things i can force or rush. if they happen they happen. if not then not.
also, my puppy alarm is going off again. oz is already so much to think so i know what really shouldn't get a puppy. i just feel doomed. i was cheated out of having a moderator dog sometimes since i got oz at 9 months old and he's was severely abused. it took years just to get in close to normal and he's still got tons of issues and problems. sometimes i wish that i just wanted a puppy to start fresh with and not have to deal with these things.
it's not that i don't love my dog, it's just i really want to puppy to have a normal owner/dog relationship with. i probably don't have time for a year, anyway. ;_;
also, my puppy alarm is going off again. oz is already so much to think so i know what really shouldn't get a puppy. i just feel doomed. i was cheated out of having a moderator dog sometimes since i got oz at 9 months old and he's was severely abused. it took years just to get in close to normal and he's still got tons of issues and problems. sometimes i wish that i just wanted a puppy to start fresh with and not have to deal with these things.
it's not that i don't love my dog, it's just i really want to puppy to have a normal owner/dog relationship with. i probably don't have time for a year, anyway. ;_;
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