Today I felt like updating, Not really

Today I felt like updating, Not really profound, I know, but I haven't felt like "myself" in a good, long while. School is taking a downward on me and turn the midst of looking constant exams and competitiveness/craziness, I have lost myself. I know that you will never be able person that I love prior to nursing school, and that isn't necessarily a bad thing. For instance, I have become more assertive and waaay less passive-aggressive. However, there are certain instances and quirks that I -did- like about myself. My biggest challenge is going to ג€œget the job of filtering out the qualities that I want to work and ridding myself of the um...less desirable qualities that I have yet up along the way.

School is almost over. I have 5 weeks left, graduation, and then 6 weeks of clinical. Afterwards, I will be working and able to take the state boards. I am beginning to make the mental transition of student/kid to nurse/adult. My goals for the summer so to 1. take and pass the state boards, 2. find a job/externship (Any more time at the university, and I will talk crazy. It is waaaay to boring for my taste.), 3. Get everything squared away for next year (my final year at my teeny, tiny community college), and 4. Get everything in motion for my transfer to GVSU.

I am so ready to put my other I feel as though I might been preparing for it my entire life, and I am up to grow impatient. Despite my frustrations with school, I look forward to working in a position high demand, this gives me assurance that I will probably have a job yet... a paycheck. Though, I still have to ultimate goal of owning my own coffee shop someday, after I have my my dues and whatnot. Ugh. I continue to be I stop now.